The Compulsive in Obsessive

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My Life is Filled with different chapters where I feel compelled to do something. There is no stopping me & I am always all in.

Alcahol & Drug use.

Raising & Racing Dogs, coarsing. WE had 25 dogs at one point in this. It's how I got kicked outa the city & moved to the farm.

Raising Goats, Chickens, Pigs & sheep.

Collecting Cereal Boxes & cereal premiums.

Buying 100 Fenderson family reunion t-shirts. Which lead to the Fendersons. That alone is a seriously long story all by its lonesome.

The Big one PEZ. Which lead to The whole Pez Outlaw Thingy. My dear friend Karen said, "I don't know how you of all people Did all that traveling". Compulsive Obsessive with Tunnel vision. Se the target, achieve the target. Blind yourself to everything else.

Writing Pez Outlaw Diary & Notes From The Asylum.

And Now writing Life Is Really Hard.

When I start these things I am all in. I really don't think about it. I am compelled to do it. It is the Compulsive in Obsessive.

The Good News. Something good always come from each of them.

I am an experience it & learn from it kind of person. I can't learn very well from others. I must find it myself. Which is why Doctors, Alcaholics Anonimous & Narcotics anonimous are not paths I could take. It's a long & bumpy road but the only way that works for me. Oh yeah, you know plus I'm a Hermit. All of the above would require me to leave the farm & I really don't leave the farm with rare exceptions.

With this Blog, Life Is Really Hard. If I even reach one person & they find it helpful. That's the only win I seek.